IDK

I dont know what to say.. but jus to say Im srry..
I shouldnt have done wat I did to u.. I was wrong ..
I was a fool for doin wat I did to u.. I no u neva did anythin bad to hurt me..
I no I hurt u..I no its goin to take some time 4 u 2 4give me.. no words..
Could eva explain.. on how bad I feel inside.. I now live a lie to myself...
I neva dealt with something like dis... dis is a all time low 4 me...
But now all I got to do is keep dis load on top of me....
Till u could learn to forgive me.. u leavin With out me sayin a word makes me feel bad..
Da last thin I wan is to see u cry.. but jus no tht all dis comes from da heart.. n its not a lie..

I'm Tired

It aint rite... you go through a bad nite
Talkin to someone you like.. but then you call me to get adivce.that aint rite..
See im not like this.. da only reason i do this is cuz i like u..
But u seem not see that .. da fact are there laying down in your bed.. im fed up wit this ..
I cant go on like this..not even a kiss from u will bring me bac..
I ben fighting this for quite some time.. the end of the line is comin soon ..
All i wanned was da opportunity to show u.. who i really am.. see that anit never goinna go Down.. my friends r telling to give up.. it came to an end now.. but i feel it came to fast..
I dont think its goin to last too long mayb by 2nite i might b gone...
Da light came to a darkness im tried of fightin this..

what do u do?

what do u do wen u cant stop thinkin bout tht person.. u always catch yourself thinkin bout them.. every now n den u jus cant help it.. some how u always seem to be thinkin bout them.. what do u do wen all u do is think bout the times ya had together.. what do u do when u no u let tht person go out of anger...what do u do wen all u could do is think of all da harm u caused them... to no tht she found someone else to be happy with... what do u do when u actually thought for a sceond tht there could have been other chance between da two.. what do u do when u didnt really show them da loved they was use too....but jus show them tht u jus stop caring.. stop spenting time with them... what do u do when it hurts even to have them as a friend.. what do do....